Hello darkness, my old friend
I've come to talk with you again
Because a vision softly creeping
Left its seeds while I was sleeping
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence…..
I am back ..(well that’s so typically me…)hope everyone missed me…(plz say YES..)
Guys believe me I am not the one who likes sulking every now and then….infact I am a true sanguine very optimistic ,and cheerful… all the time…all the way…(u know its true…every thing I do ..i do it for you…I love Bryan Adam’s but wo kahan se beech mein aa gya…) guys time has taken its toll … 2010 has not been like it was supposed to be…I am in the mid of no where…don’t know my future …I am at my all time low…
Priyamvada you may be seeking comfort in your “Every dog has its day….”zone but it is not working for me….
Guys you all are really my best buddies…I need your help, your advice, and your support…
And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people maybe more
People talking without speaking
People hearing without listening
People writing songs that voices never shared
No one dared
Disturb the sound of silence
(I have no idea whether this song goes with my situation or not…anyways I like it..)
….i have been in self medication for quite some time now…and tried to console myself saying… well there is life beyond IIM’s..(or whatever)…and Bhard me jaaye Dream job…..mein to shaadi kar rhi hoon…..(well this one was really tempting but alas…)
I even planned to settle in Rishikesh (shunning all MOOH & MAYA…but rishikesh reminds me of nothing but water-rafting…bad plan)
Thought to rob a bank…CITY BANK…well the city never sleeps…with the help of Priyamvada (ritzie you were supposed to wait in your Aulto to help us flee…but couldn’t find someone appropriate to distract the guards…..
Last but not the least thought to join some rehab camp…(well Britney spears , lindsay lohan did the same…sounds preety cool…)but then dropped the idea ….bhai sahib shaadi bhi nahi hogi…
Don’t think that I am planning to cut my wrist…coz I am not…(but then you never know…)….and if you think that I am writing this just to attract attention…(well you never know…)...
Please help me (i hope it does not sound like saas-bahu soap’s promo where the protagonist asks the viewers “Agar aap meri jagar hote to kya karte….”…well even if it does…big deal…you guys already know what a big time nautanki I am ….(infact some of you even says that I am always on-the-stage-mode….. )….
I don’t know what to do…so you guys have to help me out of this situation…
Guys I am leaving on a jet plane …don’t know when I will be back again ….oh babe I hate to goooo…(god bless john Denver the ultimate peace…)…
Now you people must have got the idea that I screwed up…big time….help me
Your's troubled friend,
Shweta
