Hello darkness, my old friend
I've come to talk with you again
Because a vision softly creeping
Left its seeds while I was sleeping
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence…..
I am back ..(well that’s so typically me…)hope everyone missed me…(plz say YES..)
Guys believe me I am not the one who likes sulking every now and then….infact I am a true sanguine very optimistic ,and cheerful… all the time…all the way…(u know its true…every thing I do ..i do it for you…I love Bryan Adam’s but wo kahan se beech mein aa gya…) guys time has taken its toll … 2010 has not been like it was supposed to be…I am in the mid of no where…don’t know my future …I am at my all time low…
Priyamvada you may be seeking comfort in your “Every dog has its day….”zone but it is not working for me….
Guys you all are really my best buddies…I need your help, your advice, and your support…
And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people maybe more
People talking without speaking
People hearing without listening
People writing songs that voices never shared
No one dared
Disturb the sound of silence
(I have no idea whether this song goes with my situation or not…anyways I like it..)
….i have been in self medication for quite some time now…and tried to console myself saying… well there is life beyond IIM’s..(or whatever)…and Bhard me jaaye Dream job…..mein to shaadi kar rhi hoon…..(well this one was really tempting but alas…)
I even planned to settle in Rishikesh (shunning all MOOH & MAYA…but rishikesh reminds me of nothing but water-rafting…bad plan)
Thought to rob a bank…CITY BANK…well the city never sleeps…with the help of Priyamvada (ritzie you were supposed to wait in your Aulto to help us flee…but couldn’t find someone appropriate to distract the guards…..
Last but not the least thought to join some rehab camp…(well Britney spears , lindsay lohan did the same…sounds preety cool…)but then dropped the idea ….bhai sahib shaadi bhi nahi hogi…
Don’t think that I am planning to cut my wrist…coz I am not…(but then you never know…)….and if you think that I am writing this just to attract attention…(well you never know…)...
Please help me (i hope it does not sound like saas-bahu soap’s promo where the protagonist asks the viewers “Agar aap meri jagar hote to kya karte….”…well even if it does…big deal…you guys already know what a big time nautanki I am ….(infact some of you even says that I am always on-the-stage-mode….. )….
I don’t know what to do…so you guys have to help me out of this situation…
Guys I am leaving on a jet plane …don’t know when I will be back again ….oh babe I hate to goooo…(god bless john Denver the ultimate peace…)…
Now you people must have got the idea that I screwed up…big time….help me
Your's troubled friend,
Shweta
12 comments:
well well...never knew that a silly girl like shweta had a rich talent of writing such touching and commendable words formulating into a blog post....(and i prided myself for being a hip chap strumming his fingers over metal songs,possessing a vocab of deep dark shitty American slangs but can't write a formal letter to an editor)
way to go dear!!!
PS: more comments will follow till i get to read b/w the lines of ur stuff!!
PUSHPA...YE AASU POCH DO..
COZ I HATE TEARS...
and BHAGWAN KE LIYE MUJHE CHOD DO!!!
AUR KANNON KO APNE HAATH MAIN MAT LENA...Nahi tau Tazeerat-e-hind , dafa 302 ke tahat, tumhe mautki saza nahi sunayi jaegi...
so another one follows just to cheer this girl up.....
@shweta
even ur story resonates around mine(may be I'm more royally screwed than u are)....I'll explain in kinda statistical way.....my parents call me a lazy bugger who doesn't slog it out for any competitive mba exam(maybe i don't) but it isn't 100% true.....I'm a choker(the South African cricket team which bangs all its opponents but loses out in critical tournament finals!!!)....find out how:
exams appeared till now: CAT,XAT,IIFT,SNAP,FMS,SRCC,DSE,IRMA
PS: the figures in brackets are marks scored by me
1)CAT: a piece of crap...i was rescheduled and've lost my mental state from then onwards
2)IRMA(110): missed GK's cutoff by 6 marks(overall and other individual sectional cutoffs cleared)
3)IIFT(32): missed cutoff by 5.7 marks
4)SNAP: a life saver
5)XAT: 87%ile(i screwed up in english section big time->54%ile,rest all sections>90)
6)FMS: don't even ask
7)DSE(432): missed cut off by 12 marks
8)SRCC: hoping for a call
in saare exams mein mere scores agar pichle saal hote to mujhe 10 calls aa jati :)
so who's the loser now?i've dropped 1 yr and if i don't convert any of the calls, then......
mujhe lagta hai ki main vo footballer hun jo ek kone se dossre kone par goalkeeper k pass pahunch jaayega but he won't be able to goal!!!
so whenever u feel low, just recite these lyrics from METALLICA'S song: nothing else matters
" so close no matter, how far...
couldn't b much more from the heart...
forever trusting who we are...
and nothing else matters...."
honey we are not dogs...so probably this is why our day hasn't came yet...but be sure that we can turn into dog any coming day..(it requires some stringent efforts though)...and that will surely be our day...
and tell wada to give her kareena kapoor looks to shun the guard and then .......LET'S GO WITH ALTO..:)
and dont worry...ye mba vala baad main pachtayenge..
ki in hone kin 3 idiots ko reject kiya hai...tu ruk ja voh din door nahi..
with so must hope i went to cafe just to read ur blog.
the title sounds very sensible and impresSive but as i started reading it i realised hw can i expect any sensible thing from shweta mishra.
shweta u r bizzare and i just want to tell u "U NEED HELP"
I TRIED SO HARD AND GET SO FAR IN THE END IT DOESN'T EVEN MATER....
kya likhti hai......
nywaz the pic u hv selected is more interesting then ur blog....n i never like this kindda rone dhone wala stuff....so get a life.....and donn force people to comment on your blog....n i agree wid deepshikha dee u need help......
heya , good to see ur blof after long time , bt was that you . i won't believe it ....kya ho gaya aisa , are yaar how older are you , max 23 or 24 , u have enough time to fullfill whatever u wud like to , u mi8 be having lot of persons wid u who mi8 have went way beyond what ur ...but what i'll suggest you is that , do the self medication ; recognize ur shortcomings and work towards that .....keep the same grass root level approach , may be it will give falure for some time ...but when u'll rise no body will get the capability to stand infront of you ....take a chill pill and iam very gud at distarcting the attention of people , so u can take me along with to distarct the attention of the gaurds .....sry for the gyaan session , ur mature enough to think about ur betterment ,,,,,iam a novious blogger infront of you.....lolz....stick to the thing which u have opted for , u'll surely find way cmng out as sun rising in the morning ,,,,
ab bahut ho gaya vellapanthi ....i guess it wud be injustice to the readers ,. if i'll write a single word
""""""becalm ,be composed that is how u r to be supposed """"
enjoy .....
Ur blogs are the complete reflection of ur personality...they are as big nautanki as u urself are....
the sound of silence ..... wht a topic , this shows how u struggled in ur life , and in the topic i have impressed and started to read , after that .................... no words to say , i can say one thing
northing is impossible ,
and another thing u may know that the people who struggled in life only got placed in the history , so definately one day u will be placed in history
its a good one once again...
i mean its doesnt matter what the subject is but the way you write is awesome,xcellent.n dnt remember many words for appreciation...therefor pasting the google link so that u cn read.. :)
http://thesaurus.reference.com/browse/excellent
keep it up
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